Catching Up

I arrived home on Monday. I'm still exhausted, still heartbroken, and still incredibly angry that this even had to happen.

I've had the same conversation with everyone who would listen lately, well, those it was appropriate to have it with... I just don't understand, and probably never will, why something like cancer has to exist. What on earth could someone have done that was so horrible, so vile, as to earn themselves this kind of pain. Now, I know my aunt, and my sister, and our dear family friend. I KNOW none of them have done something in which Karma would come knocking with cancer calling. So, why would something exist that causes such pain? Something I'll never understand...

I was VERY blessed to spend some unforgettable time with Aunt G. She smiled at me. She kissed me. She tried to be funny with me. She got pissed at me when I called her "gorgeous". And the next day, she fell asleep...

Its tough when you know that where you are, isn't where you should be. But, I missed this crew a whole lot. And, I left the other crew in good hands with C$.

Oh, and I'm still not smoking...